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On Thursday evening I entered an Asian food store I noticed for very long, but never caught me that much that I wanted to take a closer look at it – until I saw all the tea sold through the shop window.

As I went in there, there was a refrigerator standing right next to me; stuffed with cold drinks. Amongst the stuff there were (as usual) some exclusive products like Ginger Beer, various juices, and… this

The first thing I thought of when I saw this was fried ice cream, but.. soda?

First I tried to ignore it and went on to the tea corner, where I picked up a package of cinnamon tea. Cinnamon. This just has to be good.

After picking up a pack of biscuits I went back to the refrigerator and took a can of that soda. I was low at money, I’ve already tried enough strange/horrible tasting drinks in the meantime, so that one buck wouldn’t make any difference. “Let me give it a try anyway..” I thought.

Then I left the shop with an empty wallet and three different things I’ve never tried before, so there was a 50/50 chance that I either like it or not. To think that I only was supposed to get the tea and leave right away.

Now I’m drinking cinnamon tea all the time and stuff myself with delicious biscuits. The ice cream soda’s already gone (ノД`)・゜・。

I’m so damn addicted to this…

There are things I really despise about myself.

What I hate more is when I’m unable to control my feelings and slack off because of that. That’s where I am again right now. I’m struggling.

(mehr…)

I’m home.

To be more precise, I’m back since a few days.
Ready to pick up the things how I left them back before leaving for ‘holiday’, getting to where the boring everyday life has started again. The last two weeks suddenly feel so distant, like they never happened in the first place. It’s making me angry and sad at the same time.

But before rushing again I prefer to start somewhere else and do something different, just to distract myself of painstaking thoughts, worries, pressures. There it seems that I’m hiding myself again, but why? Am I just overthinking things too much?

However, while I’m still pondering about whether to rant about Nice or not I’ve simply started to clean the blog some more. Redundant filler entries and categories are gone just to make it look more arranged.

What next? I don’t know really.

There we have it again.

I’m pulling another all-nighter (with the full intention to do it), since I’ve got to leave early anyway because of the trip to Nice.. and going to bed just didn’t appeal. So the best thing to do now is staying up, dissect my blog successfully, and prepare the luggage after I’m done here. All this with drinking an overexcessive amount of cappuccino of course.

(mehr…)